Sudden...

Its just too sudden, im not mentally prepared for NS yet, 1 of the reason is because yw told me my obese intake will be next yr feb or march, this end up giving me some false hope and i was too relax. And when the letter suddenly came, i wasnt prepared. sad...

I was still talking to my hairstylist andy the other day, im gonna perm my hair and maybe do some colour next month, do a big change before my NS, but i guess cant do it anymore...or maybe do a perm next week, give it 1 month, then cut botak, =.= not worth the $

I guess its alittle bit of karma too, i went to laugh at cheng and called him si botak, he knows im joking but i still laugh at him cos he doesnt want to go club the other day, its wilson birthday and i promise him to go, but then the guys are all in ns...so u know me...i dont go club for girls, i go for friends and my buddies...and im predicted im gonna be lonely cos my buddies are not there, so since cheng is the only 8 to 5 army man, i decided to psyco him and start provoking him and laughing at him, trying to make him come to the party hahaha end up i failed... not only did he not come, karma came the next day...my NS letter...

But most of all, there are 2 things i haven accomplish before i went into NS. 1 of it its poker, ive been reading poker books and studying them, i wanna read finish my poker books and play some poker before i go into NS...sad...

Another 1, will be this blog, i couldnt bare to let go of this blog (im not letting go actually, i will keep it up but the updates is going to be like very little), i wanna blog more tutorials, i cant go on a break for so long!!! Ever since im a kid i love watching cooking shows and cartoons and related stuff, till now i still like to watch cooking shows. But i dont really have the time or the chance to cook something myself, maybe like once in awhile, i will make some funny food and everyone in the family wont touch it hahaha, only i find it nice. Its demoralizing when no body appreciate what you do, but i find them nice, i find cooking fun, just that im not proper train, so maybe things i did is abit weird. But then, making this blog have change alot in me, i spent alot of time in the kitchen, im doing something i like, the more i do the more i like it. I get more and more experience and i really like doing something like this, i wanna open a restaurant in future :D that was a dream when i was young, now i suddenly found back this dream, this interest in me. Im really motivated by this blog and my readers, without you guys i wont be so enthu about cooking, i really wanna thank you guys. Really appreciate everyone who like this blog.

I guess thats it for today, will talk more abt it soon, abit tired, tmr gonna take my last driving revision and go pray haha. Plus i think zhong have some problems, gonna go drinking with him. shit drinking on the day before my driving test....hahahaha