Army...

Haiz...so yea, most of my buddies are in NS...lonely me outside (oops shldnt say till like that, there are actually alot of people outside, but yea....my gd friends all inside lol), sometimes I really feel like getting into the army soon, yet another side of me wants to enjoy the outside world more, Ive got alot of things to do man!!! and yea!!! 1 of them is building up this blog :DDDD But this outside world is feeding me fat, haha, esp this food blog, I eat 4 days of cheese trying to make the mac and cheese tutorial HAHA shiok. Wait!!, I shldnt be too happy about it, the fatter I grow, the more I suffer in NS, later cannot run how? cannot do chin up how? nooooooooooooooo im scared!!!!! haha, heard many stories, wont go into details, too boring, every weekend hear the same thing, good and bad. But I guess I need to work abit on my body to make me able to adept in army life. On the other hand, im actually quite looking forward to being force to exercise, maybe I can slim down and be tann, alot of the them come out chao tar like donno what, I dont think much about being tann, but hey, girls like it leh :)))) lols so if I go in army, slim down and become tann, can find girlfriend HAHA!! LOLS ya right...the chances of me transforming is low. Im a person who just wanna be myself, i am who i am :D and life is good now, no girlfriend, but its ok, I believe that the right person will appear :D But this doesnt means I wont put in an effort to lose weight!!! For health purpose, and for not suffering so much in NS, I will put in some effort in it :D

I realized that in life, its really hard to be yourself, and im still searching, searching for somewhere, the real me belong, and someone who can truly understand me...Then, life will be simple. Ok, why so serious, I shall stop the life and love talk (next time then continue more about life, if not this maybe a 10k word essay or more)...ok heres a link to something funny, ok not really very funny, abit only but its about design haha, quite interesting.

http://theoatmeal.com/comics/design_changes

Ok cya people, im gonna work on the next piece of tutorial when im free, maybe end of the week :D and shall talk more about life soon.

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BTW, the food in the army SOUNDS not bad sia, they have rice with chicken(3 drumlet or a drumstick) vege, egg, and fish sia!! When I heard abt it...im like...OMG thats more luxury then the mixed vege rice I eat outside, I would order like 3 dishes, sometimes 2 if I cant find anything I like!!!! you guys have 4 dishes thats cool.